none needed anymore

I've realized that it was solely my fault. & why should blame anybody for the mistakes that I made - that was so wrong of me.

Confrontation to myself;

once a thought comes into my mind, then it's really hard for me to get it out - that thought keeps running inside my head in while(1) loop, that there's no break condition. I don't know why but somehow everything is connected to the one-year gap that I took, jizz that I regret it every day. But I keep living hoping that one day something will change but nope, nothing changed. Still the same cycle, the lame college, lame group. I need a way out of this. 

again a que!

I am doing DSA in c. & that's not a problem for me cause I like c. but, the thing is that should I really dive deep into that rather than just doing it into python (I feel like it, I am just writing down sentences) or any other language? 

:(

I'd learn whatever the fcuk I want to learn and whenever I want to learn. man, as per the recent events I am kinda losing my interest in electrical engr. idk why but the main thing could be that, it just does not feel that rewarding as it seemed to me. & no matter what I try the boundary of the low level does seem to get crossed. It's been a while and nothing makes sense.

The House M.D Effect

Ever since I finished House M.D., something strange happened to my brain. No other series feels interesting anymore. I don't even like the idea of watching a new series, it just does not feel right. Well I know that there are certainly good shows out there but deep down I will never know, for at least a while.

(ⵙ_ⵙ)^

As per the recent events, I have decided that I will spare 1 hour daily to learn the concepts beyond my expertise. & also I will try to blog every day...

Chat-GPT, Perplexity, Gemini - Solving one simple Numerical (ALL WRONG ANSWERS !!!)

Perplexity

Chat-GPT

Gemini AI

All of these AI models gave different answers, saying that AI will take over the world; It'll take time.

Do your homework problems by yourself, Don't rely on these AI models :))

Polyalthia longifolia AKA Asopalav feat. Sine wave

Asopalav leaves have unique bumps that resemble Sine waves. My college has a lot of trees, and one of them is the Asopalav tree (Polyalthia longifolia). While I was passing by, I intentionally broke a leaf off of the tree. As I looked at it, I realized that it looked so similar to a sine wave. It struck me that patterns are everywhere in nature.

Some Pictures;

50 THINGS TO FOLLOW TILL DEATH

1. Money($) is everything.
2. Whatever is happening it is only going to affect you
   - You are not connected with anyone.
3. The least amount of time you spend on your phone, the more likely you live a better life.
4. Speak only when it's necessary.
5. If you are tired just take go to sleep/ take a nap.
6. Walk/ Run every day.
7. Always keep learning.
8. Bath 2 times a day.
9. Always brush two times
   after wake up
   Before sleep
10. Always try to get deep sleep + thoughts.
11. -
12. Always have that attitude that no matter what I'll finish whatever I've started.
13. Try to get 7 pairs to wear so you don't have to think about what to wear.
14. Whenever you get some time, wash your face
15. Do not think about people.
    that he/ she's smarter than me
    He's tall or whatever
16. Do not compare yourself with others because everybody is different.
    -Not everybody is Bill Gates.
17. Do not shake your legs while you have nothing to do.
18. While taking a train do not take out your phone whatsoever for the whole journey 
    - that just fasten up the heartbeat.
19. Not making eye contact applies everywhere.
20. Always make your notes in black pen and highlight your text with pink pen. 
21. Always keep a small diary with you 
22. Always keep a tester/ screwdriver 
    +Multimeter with you
23. Always keep a black pen with you.
24. Drink at least 6 to 7 liters of water.
25. Do not make weird/ unnecessary noise.
26. Always respect women and elderly people.
27. Going to the lectures gives you an idea of what is the syllabus and what are the main topics.
28. Do not talk to strangers.
29. Always mind your own business.
30. Think about the working world from a scientific perspective.
31. Make a timetable for everything and then start to follow.
32. Whenever you feel low just go for a walk.
33. -
34. Always write the expenses in one notebook
35. Always make a day plan before starting the actual day.
36. Do not waste time 
    watching tv
    and talking nonsense
37. Always keep your study space clean (if possible).
38. If you don't have the mood to study 
    just sit down in your study chair and just sit there for 22 minutes the mood will automatically build up!
39. Make friends that can actually help you in the most difficult times.
40. Make a list of video lectures you've seen and update it daily.
41. keep awake the whole night to study cause study is important.
42. Try to see people as pre-made faces like this's a boy just see them or just ignore them.
43. Do not touch your skin while studying 
    -that's just weird
44. Always remember you only have to make your parents feel proud.
45. Always respect those teachers who have a different approach regarding their subjects.
46. Pray to god 
    go to the temple and thank god for giving you this wonderful day.
47. Make a habit of saying NO in almost any situation.
48. Always know the latest date and weekday name.
49. Always see the people with the eye of love.
50. Don't say bad words, every time from your mouth it just makes your thinking cheap.
    
    Bonus Tip!
    
    
51. Always be ready for challenges, Next Plans, Next failures, Next success,.............. 

Important points for online video lectures

Things to keep in mind while watching video lectures on YouTube 

1. Do not pause the video often 
2. Make the lecture notes while the video is playing (That saves a lot of time) (it works perfect for me)
3. sit in an open environment (That saves you from distractions)
4. always keep a pen and a notebook handy
5. Try to learn as much things as possible without looking it up
6. use an old laptop that doesn't support the latest applications that would also save you from distractions
7.  If you are alone in a room then you can also use a speaker if not wired headphones are also fine
8. Do not stand up until the lecture is over.
9. ...............