none needed anymore

I've realized that it was solely my fault. & why should blame anybody for the mistakes that I made - that was so wrong of me.

Confrontation to myself;

once a thought comes into my mind, then it's really hard for me to get it out - that thought keeps running inside my head in while(1) loop, that there's no break condition. I don't know why but somehow everything is connected to the one-year gap that I took, jizz that I regret it every day. But I keep living hoping that one day something will change but nope, nothing changed. Still the same cycle, the lame college, lame group. I need a way out of this. 

again a que!

I am doing DSA in c. & that's not a problem for me cause I like c. but, the thing is that should I really dive deep into that rather than just doing it into python (I feel like it, I am just writing down sentences) or any other language? 

:(

I'd learn whatever the fcuk I want to learn and whenever I want to learn. man, as per the recent events I am kinda losing my interest in electrical engr. idk why but the main thing could be that, it just does not feel that rewarding as it seemed to me. & no matter what I try the boundary of the low level does seem to get crossed. It's been a while and nothing makes sense.

µmouse

[0] archive

• https://docs.google.com/document/d/1OymLMOgs3osTSp0NDVUrFFE7y7szUdIzg-SivGR0B5w/edit?usp=sharing
  -- doc. file for the project 

github | project page

gate -- cs

--:--:--:--

c;

•  https://github.com/devoltamp/.c

compiler design; 

• https://hjemmesider.diku.dk/~torbenm/Basics/basics_lulu2.pdf
• https://www.cse.iitb.ac.in/~uday/sclp-web/cs302-compilation-overview.pdf 

comp. architecture;

• https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5PHm2jkkXmi5CxxI7b3JCL1TWybTDtKq&si=fR3xs9eUPPLiksGk
  --  carnegie mellon
• https://www.cse.iitd.ac.in/~srsarangi/archbook/archbook.pdf 

dsa;

• https://youtu.be/CBYHwZcbD-s?si=IY-PAPskwnrJrVG0
  -- bro code
• https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUl4u3cNGP61Oq3tWYp6V_F-5jb5L2iHb&si=dtXtl8kqQjXD_eQE 
  -- mit ocw
• https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLBZBJbE_rGRV8D7XZ08LK6z-4zPoWzu5H&si=eY_jBAa2h8m9FuWB 

comp. networks;

• https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL6gx4Cwl9DGBpuvPW0aHa7mKdn_k9SPKO&si=7ohKU7oxoYfd0MqQ 

others;

• https://www.w3schools.com/ 
  -- goated site
• https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUl4u3cNGP63VIBQVWguXxZZi0566y7Wf&si=RMAY50slkZuJtY_v 
  -- performative software design - mit
• https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLB7540DEDD482705B&si=MbXEm-8PvKjXS28N 
  -- mathematics for cs by mit 

Is Leetcode on the verge of end ?

A friend of mine who is in CS told me this, apparently the whole Leetcode problem-solving is a total scam. You can just copy the whole solution from ChatGPT, and it'll just accept it. So if you see someone having a "great score" think again. yeah, yeah a few years ago it was legit, but you know time it changes. At this moment companies are trying to stop this thing, but they haven't come up with a great solution so who knows what would happen in the future. -- That's the irony of AI.

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@github | old post 

Problems with signals and system

In Signals and Systems anything is possible, I mean like you do some bs on some bs signal, and you would expect some bs output that will probably look like sh*t. 

*bs means something else here. At that note, I'm done with it.

The Stupidity of Ours

They want to create the next generation of engineers. But when it comes to giving them a one-month internship at GETCO, They'll tell you that we don't provide that kind of facility over here. I mean like wtf does that even mean, like you guys can't even trust the people that you may or may not hire in the future.

The House M.D Effect

Ever since I finished House M.D., something strange happened to my brain. No other series feels interesting anymore. I don't even like the idea of watching a new series, it just does not feel right. Well I know that there are certainly good shows out there but deep down I will never know, for at least a while.